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GO AWAY!
The end.
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Foodie Food:
Where to begin? I had such wonderful days and then last night into today has been a train wreck. Hi, my name is Becky and sometimes I'm a bottomless pit of food consumption. Last night I had ramen with tofu, ok, not great but not horrible... but then I ended the evening with dark chocolate, popcorn, and fudge. Then today I decided Taco Bell was a fabulous idea after I ate some popcorn, dark chocolate, and peanut M&Ms I got from the candy machine. I got a Mexican Pizza with just beans and a Diet Pepsi. I guess that could have been much worse but what makes it horrible is that I HAD A HEALTHY LUNCH PACKED. GRRR. ARRRGH. (to you Buffy fans out there.....)

Bebe posted yet another blog entry that I can relate 100% to and again I am so glad I am not alone out there with these issues. I want, wish, and strive to better myself but always self sabotage. It's incredibly annoying. It is just food for crying out loud. It isn't as glorious as my mind seems to make it out to be. It is fuel, it is there to keep me alive and help me keep energy through the day. Food isn't going to stop existing and I don't need to be so consumed by it all.of.the.time.

Today's Menu:
B: Cinnamon Raisin Bagel with cream cheese, coffee
S: Popcorn, dark chocolate square, strawberries
L: Mexican Pizza (no meat), diet pepsi, peanut M&Ms
S: Nada
D: TBD
Activity: TBD

I need to make something healthy and I need to exercise. I have tilapia in the freezer that I can broil and veggies I can cook. I have DVDs I can do or bundle myself up and go walk outside. I have to do something before I lose my mind! I'm supposed to run a half marathon in about a month. I am NOT ready for it at all. That is disappointing.
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Sorry for the frumpy post. I think I just needed to vent a little bit..... so thank you for letting me.